Forum : Off Topic : Problems with school or at hom

My friend use to cutt herself but then she started to do other stuff like snapping a rubber band on herself and putting ice cubes on her wrists and by swearing at her mother or father which ever one made her mad.

Yeah, blood's the problem here. Some people cut for the rush that they get when they see their blood running down their body or parts of their body.

Ok... SO I have most of the same problems you guys have... Parents don't trust me... I'm not allowed to leave my house... I have friends but my mom hates them all so I can't hang out with them... I'm only allowed to have a job that my mom can drive by and see me there when ever she wants to... I'm almost 18 and I've NEVER been on a date before... I'm allowed to have a bf... But I"m not allowed to see them out side of school.... My mom hates them all any way, so even if I was allowed to have them come over, she would get pissed and make them leave... I have an account of MySpace and MSN and I'm not allowed to ever get on them... My mom has no idea I get on the internet and do things like this at school.... My mom thinks I hate her guts so she hates me back hard core.... I was adopted at the age of 12 and I think that is why my mom doesn't like me... The people at school are all turning against me becuase I came out this year and told people I was bisexual... I've had hateful things written on my stuff and things have been stolen from me... Not a whole lot of people like me here... The friends I listed on my Profile... They're the only people who really talk to me, that I know don't talk about me behind my back... Some of them are from out of town... That gives me more incentive to be friends with them, because then they can't get over to my house to piss my mom off with wanting to hang out with me... actually most of them live like 3-4 hours away... My mother mentally abuses me... My self-esteem is like -1000... And this cause me to be very introverted... So I'm afraid of big crowds and lots of people... Especially adults... They make me nervous...
My boyfriend has to be the sweetest guy out there... And no matter what he's still with me... even though he knows my moms a bitch... hmmm... I don't know...
this sure is alot...

Secrets I keep from my parents...
-I'm athiest (but I still go to church and fain belief)
-The fact that I'm moving out when I turn 18...
-My hate for my mother
-I used to cut myself
-I actually prefer to be alone
-The fact that I've had sex with a woman
-I've done just about all i can with a guy except have sex...

Hmmm... I guess I'll just go now...

You get an ephoria* whenever you do it, seriously, it's like a temporary high. Yeah, blood's my problem in this situation. I don't know,if you've never done it, you don't know how good it makes you feel. That, and it clears my head.

Sweet lies and lullabies,

Brendonfreak

You had sex with a woman? I guess that's reasonable since you are bisexual. But how could you do it with out your parents knowing? My friend who's bisexual had sex with her mom, dad, brother, sister, and her her boyfriend and her girlfreind at the same time! (only her boyfriend and her girlfriend did she have sex with at the same time)

-I'm bisexual and people make fun of me.
-I cry for no reason sometimes.
-I'm over emotional.
-I'm pretty lonely.
-I really hurt my friend accidently and I stress over it.

before i begin this is Carrie's cousin Alexis.
ok number one. i'm bisexual
nuber two. my parents are divoreced(one reason is that my mom is bisexual and my dad wasn't and on day me and my mom decided 2 have sex and my dad came home early and found us and found out that we're bisexual. but my step-dad is nice and he's bisexual) nuber three.When my step-dad is in a bad mood he drinks. nuber four. When my step-dad drinks he hits me. nuber five. I used to cut.(sometimes i still do but not as much) nuber six. my only friends are people who are bisexual or gay. nuber seven. I had sex with a 19 year old and i'm 13(my mom got jelous!) that's all for now sorry for the long post!



*huggs*
Alexis =)

Not trying to be a bitch by saying this, but it seems this is getting out of hand.

Okay, I see how coming out and being bi can put a strain on your life; I get that. And there's nothing wrong for being who you are... But talking about having sex with your mom?

When it gets to tthat extent, try something more professinal than a forum on a lyrics website...

Much love,
Jenny

I'm sorry... why are we talking about being bi? I mean I don't have anything against that, but I don't need to hear about people having sex with their mothers or people of the same sex having sex with eachother. ESPECIALLY with their mother. When you come out like that, you need professional help, don't talk about it on a site for lyrics. I'm sorry that you all have your problems but I'm not gonna comfort you when you were the one that decided to cut yourself, or you decided to have sex with your mother. It's your choice so why should I feel bad for you? I just think it's gross...

But I'm still bi. If i did, I wouldn't talk about it here.

Hmm... There are alot of bi people out there... It's nice to meet you all... I am kinda surprised to hear that people are having sex with there moms... That is kind of weird... But I can't say anything against it... When I was living with my real parents... Me and My real sister liked to play house... I was the dad and she was the mom... But my therapist told me that was what little kids do... They experiment... I dunno...

I tend to think though... That people who bring shit like that out in the public are doing something for attention... I'm not quite sure what Jenny needs attention for... But hmmm.... What ever....

SO any way...

Rider Roxs... I had sex with a woman... And my parents didn't know about it because I was spending the night at her house when we did it... My mom hates me for being gay... But thats ok... There are mutual feelings there I guess...

So any way...

I don't know...

If any of you girls want a new friend... Leave me a message... I'm always up for new company....

Latuh babes...
Nickey...

Dude, it was your MOM!!!

She gave BIRTH to you!!!

See a shrink, go to a mental hospital, SOMETHING.

Jesus, what is your issue!?!

Listen this IS a lyrics site, and do you want your personal sex issues on the internet???

C'mon now.

Sweet lies and lullabies,

Brendonfreak

"I tend to think though... That people who bring shit like that out in the public are doing something for attention... I'm not quite sure what Jenny needs attention for... But hmmm.... What ever...."

I never wanted attention. I'm simply saying it's not the place to talk about something of that extent. What you just said hardly makes sense. Don't focus on me when I wasn't the only one to say f*cking something. Either that, or you should NOT be getting me mixed up with rider roxs.

If you want to respond to this, feel free to do so in a message or comment.

And for the record, I was never talking to you.

Well, this is becoming quite a weird conversation...

I hope someone is lying about the mom-daughter 'relationship'. And I think she is. You really can't be serious about that. But if so, please get some professional help.

Furthermore, try to be you.

*nods fervently*

GET HELP

And, Aiken is right about the lying thing as well. No one, NO ONE, should want to, or dollow through, with having sex with their MOTHER...

I mean, RATIONALITY* people!!!

Sweet lies and lullabies,

Brendonfreak



*spelling errors may occur

none of ya'll are listening!!!!!! It wasn't me who had sex with my mom!!! It was my cousin Alexis! I keep saying that but nnon of ya'll are listening!!!! She asked to get on my account and I said yes, but if she types anything on here to let the people know that it wasn't me!!!!! Geez!
It even say on the post she wrote! This is Alexis, Carrie's cousin!

Carrie =}

As of right now, it just needs to end.

It's really annoying me, and I'm sure I'm not the only one.

Just drop it, please.