Lyrics: Push

i'm tired of losing
sick of the bruising
your verbal harasment,
cuts me straight to the bone
we used to be lovers,
wild under the covers
but why go in and out of the phase,
and i don't see your face for days
when the push comes to the shove
you're always the one up above
and it's still tearing me apart
i'm burn't out on in the inside
lost all of my pride
this loving feeling's gone thinner
seems like i am the sinner
can't make space for thinking
so i've taken to drinking
all of my godly wares,
further down the drain
when the push comes to the shove
you're always the one up above
and it's still tearing me apart
when the push comes to the shove
you're always the one up above
close my eyes, count to ten, oh lord
you're gone again
when i'm lying there on the floor,
you're the bitch who always wants more
and it's still....tearing me apart
...can't you see
...it's tearing me apart