Lyrics: Do I Say Sorry First?

So welcome to my nightmare, my heaven and my hell
This passionate contradiction of bitter sweet is where I dwell
You choose a day like today to get me upset
The more I love you, more I hate you, more it scares me to death

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I can't keep fighting this battle with you
I can't hear words when scream like you do
If I cry will you hold me just like we rehearsed?
So do I, so do I say sorry first?

I'm flawed
I'm so imperfect
But I ain't insecure
Your jealous heart is poisoned
Tell me how could I trust you more?

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Sometimes I think we feel too much, too deep
This all-consuming love, can't breathe
So angry, so frustrated
How we got here?

Hear me and listen to what I say from my heart
And I swear to you that won't change
I hope you learn to trust somebody...

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