Lyrics: Emotional

God, I'm only human Trying to face it all But I don't want to get emotional It started in November I started losing my mind I ended up in rehab I don't want to cry But people can be so mean And I don't understand why And when they say I can't sing I just want to die Trying to keep my shit together When will this get any better? I'm trying so hard not to break down God, I'm only human Trying to face it all But I don't want to get emotional Walking on a tightrope Trying not to fall But I don't want to get emotional I didn't mean to do this Didn't mean to sell out Got everything I ever thought I wanted Now I can't get out I saw the love of my life Leave me for his new wife Stab me right in the heart With a fucking knife Trying to keep my shit together When will this get any better? I'm trying so hard not to break down God, I'm only human Trying to face it all But I don't want to get emotional Walking on a tightrope Trying not to fall But I don't want to get emotional I'm driving back home through the canyon There's only so much that I can't handle Nobody knows it, nobody knows it I've never shown it, I've never shown it I'm supposed to be the girl that never does this I'm supposed to be some party girl that stands for nothing Nobody knows it, nobody knows it I'm about to lose it, I'm about to lose it God, I'm only human Trying to face it all But I don't want to get emotional Walking on a tightrope Trying not to fall But I don't want to get emotional