Lyrics: Apology

Things are hard still
I wish that I could say they have improved

But really everything has only moved
Slightly right or left or center when will I learn?

It only changes when the time has come,
and I need to believe the time will come,
and destiny will feed my worried heart its soothing words

You did the best you could, you did all that-
and that's the best you could

But then I hear, a ray of hope, a ray of light,
I see your eyes, I see your face and...

I remember everything that fall

It starts to fade, it goes away,
but wait, my mind, my mind can't erase...

All the really stupid things I've done

I can't explain, when I don't know myself,
and who's to blame for failing to be me?

When will I learn? No one cares;
we get to take a turn

Yes, no one cares,
as long as we can share what we have seen

And more importantly,
what we have seen together
on a day when clouds roll in,
when they're not even in the sky

When will I learn?

That it's just you and I

But then I hear, a ray of hope, a ray of light,
I see your eyes, I see your face and...

I remember everything that fall

(Instrumental)

I still regret that I was not the friend,
I could have been a better person then the one I've been

Not afraid to throw it all away, start again...

Who knows, maybe then we'd still be laughing

Oh my darling then, we'd still be laughing

Who knows, maybe then we'd still be laughing

We'd still be laughing now